Chapter One B. Who's He Roah?
Why K-Shield?
(Chapter 1B Verse 1)
(Kurt Donald Cobain is Resting in peace that's why I want to help spread it)
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lol In the kindest regards we live in wee lol
Me = Karen K. Soon
I am also: "He Roah" and Aligned with Skyst (The higher me)
Skyst is mostly in Kurts Form More than guess why! (Use The Emotional guidance system to let you know why)
âš« Species: A God like the rest of us
âš« Gender: Both Kindly
âš« Higher Self/OverSoul Name/True Self: Skyst
âš« The name when i blend or align with my True Self: HE ROAH
(Chapter 1B Verse 1 Song)
you know your right- Nirvana (backwards)
Lyrics interpretted by
Me, Karen K. Soon (He Roah):
​
knee near ear hey ,see up
if he roah you're in me (hear) see up roah your in me
see im/high royal your in me (karen here me)
see up royal you're in me (eat)
you are a boy remember he roah not why aren't you my hero
who are you? not ugly
i love you roah
you he roah boy you are moving up
why are we here? my memory a
why put memory A+ see high
yeah roah your not ugly
yeah roah your my only he (eat fire) be here
when you are he roah why you're not ugly
roah your ugly? see high not horrible
roah who are you? you wise eat her (censored)
roah you are me
yeah yeah her/hear
yeah yeah she went kiss her (censored)/ hear her here
yeah yeah yeah
karen who are you? (he roah) i (kurt) in here good
thank you (for being good)
you more than like her hair doo
ask why is your red living there?
im up i fuckin love you/who i am! such people live in
maggie (what my twin flame laughs in the physical, about)
you/be like the ones you are
saved the noose told you nothing?
i feel fear for you ? not ugly/know me
i feel the woman butt
ass (censored)
having in fun
i am snake? listen i more than salvation costume
yeah i don't inner spank my woman
(censored)
live roah you are he
not: roah you're ugly
he
i am roah i in serve you
hey
here me in good hear him
hear him? he lives in here
ask for more flamer? asked alot?
stop: im not snake. when you live in my worst what ifs just stop
save you mark the werewolves arms?
save the ones who dont wanna live for nothing
play fear or choose horny?
play we in know you like her alot
play with your wise twin flamer why we not give you a dick? you in saw it
live/play you are when? my woman
play with my flame booga
whisper in my mouth the flame booga/move up
play would you like my man booga?/move up
lmfao <3
play ground noise vision
(Chapter 1B Verse 2)
âš« My Personality: I really love everyone like family just i cant romance just anyone…
âš« Important Notes: I’m a wholehearted believer Kurt Helps me see his message that I was him in a past life and I reincarnated…many times It’s more than dreams that I’m him I hear him and see him… and he is such a ‘me’ face and its what my heart compass feels (see Abraham-Hicks info more specifically the emotional guidance system but don’t stop there)
âš« Likes: Law of Attraction Info From Channeled Sources like Abraham-Hicks and Darryl Anka’s Bashar. The best info that’s in us = Abraham and Bashar channel that for us they have great books, youtube content, and websites best ever info!
âš« Dislikes: Being disconnected from source god, love, and the higher me cause it hurts (but at least I know not to believe in pain beliefs paths…hope you know as well….Happy Cheers to you!)
Old age by nirvana is
Up next a thats what i'm talking about song
+ foreshadows alot in this book
;) astral soul touching while awake ftw and telempathy vibe sharing thought reading hohoho -->Hooked Yet?!
(Chapter 1B Verse 2 Song)
Old Age - Nirvana
Lyrics:
[Spoken Intro]
Butch Vig: "We're rolling."
Dave Grohl: "Are we or not?"
[Verse 1]
One more day to complete my service
One more high to decay my nervous
Wondering how I'm gonna find a way
It's over
One more day to complete my service
One more time here to fade my servant
One more day if I find a way
Over
[Chorus]
She seemed to read minds
And I know a later time
We could make it with you
Leave the soul
[Post-Chorus]
Old age
Old age
Old age
Old age
[Verse 2]
One more day to complain my servant
One more doubt here to find a servant
One more time here if I find a way
It's over
Wondering how I'll mantain my cover
One more day here to save my lover
Wondering how I'm gonna find a way
It's over
[Chorus]
She seemed to read minds
And I know a later time
We could make it here with you
Leave the soul
[Post-Chorus]
Old age
Old age
Old age
Old age
[Bridge]
Just you need
And read
You're freak
Hmmm
And knew
You read
You flew
Ooo
Hmmm
[Verse 3]
One more day to complete my circuit
One more high here to find my nervous
Someday I'm gonna find a way
It's over
One more doubt here to claim my supper
I can have anything you want to
One more day if I find a way
It's over
[Chorus]
She seemed to read minds
And I know we were out of time
Breathe the way here with you
Dream the same on the dew
Breathe the same on her
Take a moan on a man
Breathe the shame onto you
Breathe the lie
[Post-Chorus]
Old age
Old age
Old age
Old age
Old age
Old age
Old age
[Spoken Outro: Kurt Cobain]
"Or we could fade out?"
Lyrics: Copied from https://genius.com/Nirvana-old-age-lyrics
(Chapter 1B Verse 3)
Thanks Jeffree Star!
Ps Kurts ANTI rape song i
s called Rape Me i know
im him we he roah
"Trying not to act like I'm Naive.. I've seen it all, I was here first"- Kurt Cobain said that ... and what i mean is First light btw ever to exist Even Kurt called himself Jesus lol
Zoom in:
Extra: Feel this one out: again using abraham - hicks emotional guidance system as a guide. Also Ps Kurts ANTI rape song is called Rape i know im him we hero and he roah, Jeffree star is pictured with the tattoos thanks! and <3 i love you even kurt called us a jesus man but i say jesus sounds exactly like geez us and look up what allah means god right all ah <3 ;) why would jesus want to be the only savior the more the merrier!
(Chapter 1B Verse 4 Song)
Old Age (Home Demo Solo Acoustic) by Kurt Cobain
Lyrics I Hear:
live up oche oche
listen to me/ breathe in
free free hand/him hey hey
listen/read to me hey hey hey
miss me? hey hey hey
people miss him hey hey
and i wouldn't care? he he he
she jumped me in bridge way ..hey (never noticed that in this song untill after my bridge fall will be explained next section )
we wouldnt be? live in peace yay hey hey
and I am. refrain to find/defy her husbands gone ? hmmmm
to live high refrain: are you god are you good?
you ray her! war in? nah
from the pain isnt me. live for her hand and know like a baby
he in know i want little baby?
free spirit flower beneath son ray baby each sigh it bends. more up and i will sway
easy in the flower me a way
and i i/ in know hey mmmm
keep it down you? need one more specialist
one more high and inner fame my service
some day high in love my way . something
its knock. hard to believe my service?
moments hard ?love more. inner circles?
some day i will behind her way/ray . its over (keep love found in to stop pain)
she seems to read minds
and im dead dumb and blind?
wait! fame i use
jesus saves
old age
some work hard? in! some are worried?
some work hard inner fame my service!
some day i wont find my way? its over (the pain is over know heaven is found inside nirvana )
live so daring/ glarie . release my servants ?
one more ours and awake my servants
someday I/high may love my way. its something (we dont mean drugs and booze)
she seems to read minds
and im dead dumb and blind?
face to face in the mirror we should faith/fame
old age
snitch? and afraid to see you run?
weee come on/in/im higher way . beg? in to see (in enlightenment and ascended masters we are all brilliant it helps in feelings to know it)
mmmmm
one more high inner faith/face my servants
calm it down? to believe: my servants
someday I will love my way not dumb day / gods day '(present now)
secondary but frame my service
one more high and i wont be service?
some day i will love my way ? soon day
she seems to read minds
and i'm dead dumb and blind?
way to fame i use jesus saves (the earth with twin flames)
old age
she's the same/jesus saves
old age
take a little trip take a little trip for me doo doo doo doo doo do low rider get a low rider
ok play thee my music? a+ the music a
Lyrics: Interpretted by Karen K. Soon (He Roah)
(Chapter 1B Verse 4)
Do not feel sad for me feel glad i had Great luck!
I'm so glad i didnt die or hurt anyone else! Very lucky
(Old video By Karen K. Soon) Don't jump off a bridge i did before (in 2014). Our bodies are not meant for harm !
Video says: October 10th 2014 was the day I jumped off a bridge into the freeway by Karen K soon
point of this story is I want to remember what I did so that I have to say point is I learned to never do things like that ever again and you shouldn't try to die either I recovered pretty good though I need to law of attract with good faith to heal even more but honestly I'm proud of myself for growing away from suicide voices got way better as I grew more positive they helped me they family in heaven so remember this video in a way that it very much persuades you enough not to try to commit suicide cause if you follow my inner work video teachings and website stuff I hope that and my law of attracting for helping people can someday just better all of our lives mine's already great now I'm typing this almost a complete 6 years later has half fun a month to go then it will be six years the reason I jumped was because I feared being homeless on the streets I had no desire to stay in a mental health place for nine months they didn't tell me much I felt that was uncalled for it's where my mom dropped me off she kicked me out of the house for reasons like psychosis and us not seeing eye to eye I didn't know if I stayed in the mental health place for nine months I would have eventually had SSI I just wanted to find work and a home but I screwed up my able 'no stew physically work I feel I'm still recovering from the fall so I told the emergency mental health hospital I had a place to stay so they let me go what broke my heart was I wasn't hearing voices right and I felt pretty low on myself for not having a girlfriend or a stable home life so the voices didn't tell me to jump I was just convinced my parents would either let me be on the streets for my life or they would take me back to the mental place which I hate that place it's so boring but on the way to walking to the bridge I had no idea where I was I took a guess and walked till I found it but on the walk there I was like okay god this is it either send me a physical guardian angel in the flesh or I'm gonna jump I met a man at a bus stop he has water and cookies he gave them to me he said he was my guardian angel I'm not lying he said it so what throws me off as his bus came and I didn't want to live with a drug seller but he held his phone number from on the bus and I couldn't remember it so I was like God you should have gave me a guarantee on who would give me a nice home but I was too scared to be homeless cause I didn't want evil men to touch me so I jumped off anyways I thought it was perfect that there was a gap in the gate so I just walked to the ledge before I fell I'm like okay god I don't want to hurt anyone else take me to heaven so I jumped pretty fast but little did I know the truck stopped the flow of traffic already and he got out and ran to me I was on the ground and he cried on my face lol heart-touching tho so I broke my back hip and ankles I landed on my feet I was gonna get up like I was fine but they told me not to and the ambulance people put me on a gurney with a backboard the fall did not hurt what hurt was that backboard my back hurts so bad when I moved it wrong so in the hospital bed after my surgeries I was super careful not to move my back too much I laid down to eat the first week or two point of this story is I want to remember what I did so that I have to say point is I learned to never do things like that ever again and you shouldn't try to die either I recovered pretty good though I need to law of a tract with good faith to heal even more but honestly I'm proud of myself for growing away from suicide voices God way better as I grew more positive they helped me they family in heaven so remember this video in a way that it very much persuades you enough not to try to commit suicide cause if you follow my inner work video teachings and website stuff I hope that and my law of attracting for helping people can someday just better all of our livesmine's already great now so that's all for this video
(Chapter 1B Verse 5)
Extra: whats pheromone sound like in english? Fair roah moans lol
​
Old Age Backwards
(Home Demo Solo Acoustic)
by Kurt Cobain
high/i ka zoom in / it
i kazuya if he lived good
zip sniff sniff sniff hero/he roah sniff
good now fuck get in it
sniff sniff is good
he wont little fish live again?
fish live again
she wish he had more up
since he had little up
he wish he had more gaara up
see up sun now lets eat (censored)
yeah he had hole huh?
yeah he had hole up
see him? yes she is
you got on my armour (censored) for you
that armor wont hurt my head, not in this life!
im here! murdered?
you see it? sheesh im in cloud
plus in woman so am i
whispers see service i eat more on high horomone
servents be here (heart) rest service
yeah ffart yeah woman but i in emma's (only then) hurts my mirrors
not eye demon ?
service comes fine here/hear/hero not only i = woman (man too)
mmmm ooooo
please
help emma emma why? you in (whole heart not broken) good :) !
he hear you
whole me silly your fettish
yeah he hear emma not little one
yeah he had more / hero up
yeah he had more he roah up
yeah he had to walk
yeah he mirror/ever see you?
play nice no noose here
see if ? im not mad im more than a savior's thats good heart
come on here boogers
yeah see it
my (censored)
why am i woman waaaa
here (censored)
i write oh no?
well sometimes i see you like drs
mark hoarse you are and are not woman
for my heads monsters?
service come here for i love you so much
little woman play, not like your demons
yeah he had hero up
yeah he had to walk
yeah he had more heart
yeah his hails to jesus + geez us
yeah yum he hear/here free
heal not mamas bad
my not mine? whats he hear for my mirrors need twinning twin flames here sheesh
why thunder horse ? see ups more high
hero, had more high see not high? there's emmas (soul in everyone I dreamt felt not good lol)
service centered hey no ask demon?
service im here
not darkness nasty
yeah hears animals?
yea hwhat about mine? hear emma's (cat went woof lol)
service i'm here then (censored) her full moon
one twin hurts so much then were? play nice they aint (censored)?
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm he here
i am not karen's anty ?
yeah he hears now love me
he's here and silly arent we when not winning
like whip here (censored)
love here wont win? whip off?
he's gifts not evil come here boy
oh yeah but i play mirrors
want guy mirror? see more up
win roah i love it
let me explain in here that (lose noose, no accident)
that fire win! no hear me?
ugly! ugly? he loves you
loves ray mmmms more ugly then lives but cuts her head off? mirror me honey (heart big)
me rare in mirror, hair?
hey dont leave me honey i love you near near him oh please please please then karens new won?
yeah red heads in my hair see?
(saw emma) i miss you
yeah i admit i hear
emmas in my highest dream! you?
yeah he here i miss you
yeah i no like him? you have no idea!
miss you! sniff up high
hear emma might miss it?
yes no yes no? mind high
(Chapter 1B Verse 6) IMPORTANT: Similarities of Religions Worldwide
Credit: Zeitgeist - The Movie Part 1
- Religion ( Part 1 out of 3 )
please disregard the government
conspiracies that are evil
passionate for equality
keep this part in mind it shows
other gods in many mythologies
worldwide sharing key elements
of Jesus story
I'm crying cause I am passionate
(not a bad cry a heartfelt cry)
some stories date before Jesus was born too
Please listen on youtube to abraham
hicks and bashars channelings about:
we are god, religion, Jesus Christ i agree
with them and for no evil demons
​
This series used to be called "The Peace Blood" = Me cause i wanted my self sacrifices with love to help stop Wars Instead of that idea its all about the party mode called heaven on EARth to turn on...
I'm honest most of the time other times I'm Funny Like Hi this Paragraph By Karen K. Soon and when i draw my characters fart in the future its make a white fluffy clouds! These characters in this series can change colors of skin, hair, eyes, gender, etc. I admit I blend some aspects between us at times (past lifestyle) either me or you or both lol IDC but I care to twist your perception till it matches best feelings at heart for the inner messages... i think houses should be built like hotels we'll call my new house when i get the hotel the new white house but paint it black then melt crayons on it lol drip drip lol oh this site is by me too yeah see my about me first! Has more info about the party I'm serious about! I' m Guided by Heaven!
one of my self given symbols is gold ;) This next song is one of my theme songs its flashes pieces of memories:
(Chapter 1B Verse 6 Song + Cover of the song) Tom Waits - Diamonds & Gold
Lyrics:
The broken glass
And the rusty nails
Where the wild violets grow
Say goodbye to the railroad
And the mad dogs of summer
And everything that I know
What some men will do here for diamonds
What some men will do here for gold
They're wounded but they just keep on climbin
And they sleep by the side of the road
There's a hole in the ladder
A fence we can climb
Mad as a hatter
You're thin as a dime
Go out to the meadow
The hills are agreen
Sing me a rainbow
Steal me a dream
Small time Napoleons
Shattered his knees
But he stays in the saddle for Rose
And all his disciples
They shave in the gutter
And they gather what's left of his clothes
What some men will do here for diamonds
What some men will do here for gold
They're wounded but they just keep on climbin
And they sleep by the side of the road
There's a hole in the ladder
A fence we can climb
Mad as a hatter
You're thin as a dime
Go out to the meadow
The hills are agreen
Sing me a rainbow
Steal me a dream
Lyrics copied from LyricFind
(Chapter 1B Verse 7)
i wanna learn how to make jewelry mix up wedding rings highly customize it for my wedding rings i want them all on a strong necklace i would probably most likely make them for my romancers from the symbols i gave but each one i want gold mixed with it depending on the flow like i wanna make charm like rings
geez us allah jah gods one connected
universal consciousness
you know how jafar is a bad genie in alladin?
You know how alladin won?
We genie ;)
Extra: Find out more about him on the rihanna page (if not there yet it will be):
Extra Get To Know Me Facts:
âš« Symbols I’d give me: Top hats, Skull and crossbones, Sharp teeth, Halo and Horns, Blood *(not hurt), Red and black sweaters. tuxes with ties and suspenders. harem pants, Gold, wallet chains (plus more)!
âš« Fave Animals/Creatures: turtle, werewolf, fox, lion, bat/vampires, daemons (i like horns what you never seen anime before? and jesus the lamb wore them in the book of revelations lol)/ satyrs, dragons
âš« Videos for me (and you) from me:
my goal is to perfect this book i admit it still rough drafted so heart guide i will show thee
Business Title
Who's Roah? Well 💖 who are you [getting possessed by god(s) ain't evil!] 😊 About Ego Deaths, Spiritual Rebirth=Baptisms, and Redeeming 'bad' lables See with Heavens Eyes is positive only no negative ever and thats love!​
i do it all the time that i do not worry... i heart mode talk ...alignment to the higher self = blend with that..
some blend modes are conscious some aren't so conscious or like = auto talks...in the best ways...
blended to me is a must he roah is nice roah is more than in salvation, we share it im in safety law of attraction and inner being nicest vibes and i know not to follow the fear route its a great lesson
Before i say who He roah is here are some songs (when written by the heart it is channeled, channeling gives in felt deep meanings always a present to life depends on how you see it) my music is all channeled some were consciously written but most currently are flowed in a different way where im only past conscious where i know i sing and play but idk what i say most of the time that's why i recorded and will make more later it gives me so many messages from god seriously foretold my life events...and gives great advice
​
More on this click here Before you listen to my music if you want more details (also will be on this site if its not all up yet hold on)
Lyrics i hear:
​
​live/ twin flame then you you hope in/open/home in i want in in go/home/roah/open/golden twin flame home
gone? back twin flame lives high in you twin flame twin go/roah/golden take gone? isn't ? in im found, i cant forget, know in your inner ears hear you know who
flame gone? aint fun? know in (heart not broken and heaven connection) the 'im actually dead' am not !
forget? can still play with fire/is strong bad head? im not ( if twin fire answers) in not? hope twin flame can still hold you up! twin not holy/only phone? play with twin play
in hope/up (eyes)whole/knew it let go of doubt/ play good play to win and i see it twin soul/home twin i see it
play , twin wont want to ho you ? fall?
twin soon let that up (as you won't use good faith in all aspects of life) go twin wont really go/wont let go
and in i want education with/win in (rabbit) hole
flow in home end? glow back in in go pet? ho ho?
in i can eyes wont get ho twin flame dont go
i can not forget high hope home in whole play again play with you home roah flame cant you take her in not a whole? twin i see it gone? back, inside up not horrible come back home
(Chapter 1B Verse 7 Song)
knot to mention...why did kurt say "with your umbilical noose i climb right back?" in heart shaped box (happened to me as a baby this karen life)
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black
[Chorus]
Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
[Verse 2]
Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of 'Your Highness', I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back
[Chorus]
Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
Sponsored by U.S. Army
Harness Your Strength
See More
[Guitar Solo]
[Verse 3]
She eyes me like a Pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your heart-shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black
[Chorus]
Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait! I got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice
Your advice
Your advice
​
(Karen: sorry momma thanks though for my life :)! )
(Chapter 1B Verse 8 Song) 🎵
hey there 🎵 by He Roah
Lyrics:
Christmas bell sound (metaphor that the guitar gently weeped) (excited? you should be) hey there what what are you? who are you? hey there roah yeah yeah
high eye hey (knocking) there? (knocking) roah yeah oh yeah hey there row yeah oh yeah whole are you? roah one whole are you ? row hey there you roah? hey there you roah you row Do (knock) you (knock) row? (knock) roah (knock knock knocking on heavens doors in 💖land not broken heart paths) hey there what are you? hey there what are you? yeah there 💖 high. bye (pain)
high my are you (knocking) high (💖) even sober counts yes hey yeah sober counts oh hey you what are you? hey (knocking) yeah roah/row hey there who? who who who? hey hey! are you there? hahaha! hey there hahahaha do you know? hahahaha
​
------------------------------
i'm back A lot of his songs make more than and a lot of sense to me and some of his quotes too and his face is one that id love to be as my own he and I are the golden baby, not to Anthony green though, that song connects to this song cause he said 'she keeps a pumpin straight to my heart' sounds like 'she keeps a puppet string to my heart' which reminds me of this song. And I'm not more worthy than anyone. I'm just a Jesus man Kurt had once said (said in his suicide note)...and Life is better knowing him like me and he taught me how to channel music like how he used to. Even though I was only a few months old when Kurt passed i still know ...im k shield too Studying Nirvana now? You should.
:) love you all !
​
So Roah is basically:
The higher self and me blended and as I see more and more positive and feel more cheered UP^ I feel like a whole different person than when I feel down as in negative. I believe it's normal in my case since I don't have any negative side effects that personality disorders may experience, just don't give up hope! positive is my true self and I know it in my core that lifes amazing when i'm roah. so who are you?
Name Meanings
Roah's name is short for Roahwand. Cause it sounds like row as in your boat to mean life is dreamlike. Reminds me of Egyptian boats to the underworld... I would've called in my case as the overworld. Since the higher self is aka the over soal (they watch over everyone as our guardians) The wand is faith magic spells with power in beliefs (stick with positive affirmations or I Am _anything I want to be put here___! Using heart, Law of Attraction, And the art of allowing. The study is why i say kudos to the design of life. in the best way! That's how life is supposed to be!
Roah is like Big yugi to karen =small yugi (in the show Yu Gi Oh this here is why.)
​Oh when Yugi changes into his true self to use the heart of the cards to always win, which often saved his life cause he knows not to fear is how I remember it lol reminds me of the Egyptian theme (spoiler here: especially when yugi learns his past life name/form. high light the gap to know)
I picture roah mainly as an Egyptian Pharaoh = Fair Roah. But he's actually all races , not racist as i am very nice and so is roah! the hero I live fair in the best way = my truest form of me it's not a corrupted mean way hes a hero at heart a savior and protector but twin flames are not evil is a best belief to have
He is like a title. But its there for sounding like HERO when said HE Roah for a reason. I wanted to be creative yes...
I always saw my higher self Roah as me Karen K. Soon, except with the voice in my head as my own thinking voice sounds more male...with deepness in his voice. That's not the only reason.
(Chapter 1B Verse 9 Song)
see this next song most positive and keep in mind the "I'm fine" ;) its an awesome song too! i see others say hurtful words from the song about cliche possession is evil... but i don't need an exorcism its like a joke song twist the meanings high can receive way awesome meanings that way dream on! up!
dont go down that twin flame portal?
dont doubt twin girl/boy
i had found you up had left you
i forgave you i forgot you
you posses me you controlled me
said you love me , said roah you kid me?
he is speaking speaking for me
im a worthless human being?
he's still. speaking speaking for me
keep your voice. down? or he'll hurt me?
exorcists cant save me now
help? i swear to you that im fine
please let me die? to be found (ego death anyone?)
he speaks for me heres never mind
speaking louder in my own voice
haunt my memories of a demon die inside
know who i am oh yeah lovely
nice hope/hold me to them
died on the inside
i need an exorcism?
it happened once it happened twice?
it wont happen again? no/know
i wont play nice?
you spoke for me
you spoke for them
this is number 3 go back to the damned/them?
he is speaking speaking for me
im a worthless human being?
hes still speaking speaking for me
keep your voice down? or he'll hurt me?
exorcists cant save me now
i swear to you that im fine
please. let me die? to be found
he speaks for me. years/nerves that bites? bite bite (clown nose squeaked)
speaking louder in my own voice
mocked/unlocked by memories of
now yawning sound here/now i am
coy and
i play nice
only to die? on the lid side?
i need an exorcism?
is that good for you?
that dumb for you?
that duh for you?
that duck for you/good
bs liar?
everything you told me were lies?
fucking? die? bs liar
exercise me get the demons out of me?
key/he is here
exists cant save me now
i swear to you that im fine
please let me die? to be found^
god he speaks for me years/nerves that i grind
speaking louder in my own voice
mocked by mummies on the mummy moaning sign know i am
coy and i play nice
own lid to die on the inside?
exocists cant save me now
i swear to you that im fine
peace/please let me die (the lower false self) to be found (the fine higher true self)
peace speaks for me years that i grind
speaking louder in my own voice
blocked eye the voice of demons inside
know i act coy and i play nice
hold me to die ? on the inside exoricists cant save me now
i swear to you that im fine
please/peace. let me die? to be found.
he speaks for me years that i grind
speaking louder in my own voice
marked by mummies of mummy, mon in sigh?
know i am coy and know i play nice
only to die on the inside?
​
(trust mr its hillarious what people might think lmfao if only they knew their true selves are the most positive aka highest selves ever)
(Chapter 1B Verse 10)
Highlights of Abraham-Hicks and Darryl Anka's Bashar channelings about jesus religion and demons
​
1. Jesus wasn't quite in the vortex as Abraham-Hicks calls it to have to die in such a horrific way trust me there are better happier ways to live now
​
2. Bashar says Jesus never wanted to be singled out as the only and highest god or being as if it limits everyone else.... there are best ever ways to believe feel which ones hurt literally to believe and which ones feel best literally in feeling to believe...
3. Take only the best feeling beliefs out of religions! feelings are an indicator of whats truth and you are meant to feel best so that's what alignment is (i will -if I haven't yet-explain more in the love buzz section)
​
4. Demons don't actually exist they can appear to be real but that's only cause your using the emotional guidance system wrong for example if you go I have to believe in beliefs that give you pain....way the way you translate vibes, for example, can end up sounding like negative hateful beings but they just reflect your own beliefs back at you in hopes you'd catch on to hey a way out of hell.... ;) this book try out the using heart not broken heart paths as a compass (more on that will be in the lit eyes = map section) faces you hallucinate for example can shift to reflect hey its mad or hey it's you create your own reality don't be powerless in your faith! you don't have to believe you need to fight a constant battle or that you need protection even can end up harming you depends on how positive or negative you interpret those things...just know the way out of hell is belief creates your reality aka believe in best only voices to help you get out of mind hell don't believe demons or evil is there to law of attract better is not to worry and that imagination is very powerful tool that's supposed to be used to better creation... you can believe you are protected or safe with faith and use highest flows and selves advice to keep you in the rightest places safest timings... but try your best to not focus on the lack of safety etc....you could not need protection as the highest way to create your reality in the way that you know your that safe and always can be use heart and bashars highest joy excitment following to guide you live the road of bliss and dont jinx it by thinking negative or if something feels not best to do dont do that thing just cause a voice told you you have to feel it in your heart that thats the thing you should do right now and now and now you see? its called inspiration how to tune your radio head = faith how to hear is faith etc its not a bad vibe attack as reflection again its just best to stay in that sense of higher self alignment happy well being to have that reflected back at you will feel best instead of 'lower' or negative you reflecting /feeling negative it means that belief is cut off from god/love so just connect back to it you can whenever you wish use faith better
(Chapter 1B Verse 10 Song)
Nirvana Kurt Cobain Poison's Gone Acoustic Solo Home Recording
shes eyes on beans
and i've been bossed
i dont dream the poisons god
if lifes a dream aint sigh/satan at all
and i do mean i've been gods/crossed
and im gonna be hoping im in pain?
then karen knows im in denial
and im really ugly? (high/eye) never seen me?
in your/the sound
i look taken to the right of the reason
if im horny worthy of you the one then danced
for / from mind/my body
ive been/gay^ dancing god
this time i sing alone
fire the dreams
her/his eyes are clean
inside i breathe ... my mind aint lost/gods
shes inside. eye/i've been dreaming.
inside aint horrible
and ive been dreaming im silent gone/god
she decides on dreams . satan gone?
inside i dream satan lost
shes saving pain?
high/i/ died on cross
inside i dream he i've been crossed/crowned
then (end to the song/cross hell lives) mmmmmm (phone rings) remember im in her (censored)